Showing posts with label northland. Show all posts
Showing posts with label northland. Show all posts

Wednesday, 4 September 2013

Counting Blessings


Ocean Beach, Whangarei Heads, Northland, New Zealand


We have been up North again looking for a block of land to create a retreat centre. Thanks to Greg and his beautiful cottage at Parua Bay we had a tranquil place to return to at the end of the day.
There is some beautiful country around the Whangarei Heads. Climbing up the cliffs at Ocean Beach on a clear day we were treated to something awe inspiring. A deep swell was rolling in against the rough hewn black rocks. From our feet to the horizon lay a tone poem – at least seven shades of blue on green, while heat clouds massed behind us, banking blue-grey across the bush covered hills.
Sometimes in our daily routine it is hard to find a moment to stop and appreciate how rich life really is. It takes a shift in our point of view to see the good things all around us. Yet those momentsof gratitude support our life. By placing our attention on what we appreciate we attract more good things to us. This is a Universal Law at work and is found expressed in all religions world wide. He who expresses gratitude for what he has, be it money, love, health or whatever, he will attract to himself more of it. What you put your attention on grows in other words. So if we ignore our good, complain often about lack of time, or money, we will certainly attract more of that too.
Sitting up on the cliff surrounded by such incredible beauty I was reminded to count my blessings.

What do you appreciate in your life right now?

Friday, 7 December 2012

Sea Spray & Skree of Gulls









There was real summer heat today. I wanted to be where I could smell salt sea spray and hear gulls calling while taking the long view of a clear horizon- something to do with packing up my house and moving on at last?
When I found these photos of Russell, Bay of Islands this afternoon I thought I would share them with you. Can you hear the sound the sea makes along the sandstone rocks? That's home calling.


Drawing from Life: Chapter 11 continued
Philip had encouraged Bill to stay with him in a reciprocal arrangement. He seldom entertained more than one or two friends at home and Bill was one of the very few he ever asked to stay. His guest was barely in the door of the apartment before he began unveiling the schedule for the evening ahead. He had been given tickets at the front of the circle for the Town Hall performance of Yo Yo Ma with the Auckland Philharmonia. It was the Elgar and supper was promised afterwards. 

When he traveled Philip often bought a few antique pieces, but Bill had never seen him out with anything like the set of opera glasses he took to the Town Hall.  Philip had been cracking jokes and watching the growing audience for some time before he suddenly sat up straighter and trained his glasses on the area to the left of the center stalls below him. Bill craned his neck over the rail trying to see what he had found but the orchestra was led in and the lights dimmed.
The first part of the programme was pleasant but nothing Bill found inspiring or particularly to his taste. Philip also seemed distracted so they were one of the first to leave their seats in the interval and progress downstairs to the bar. As they moved aside with their drinks Bill was amused to see Philip scanning the room. Here he was thinking they were on holiday. It wasn’t work on his mind though. He told Bill he had seen Rhona with her daughter in the audience.
Bill shrugged thinking it was unlikely to be her.  At the same time Philip gestured with his glass.“Here she comes now.”
Bill could just see her profile. She was in a party of four or five others. A dumpy woman was hogging the attention. Her penetrating voice could be heard from his vantage point by the wall. A bean pole, obviously the husband, had a young girl on his arm, perhaps his daughter. There was a second younger couple to one side of them.
Rhona was side on to him now and partly hidden by these taller people around her. Bill found he had shifted a little to keep her in view. She was so tiny she kept passing in and out of his line of vision. Her hair was longer. Shiny auburn curls were resting on the nape of her neck.  He had to crane to keep her in sight for any length of time.
Her soft blouse was a very pale ice blue colour but he couldn’t see much beyond her head and shoulders. Philip coughed and nudged him, making a show of looking away towards the bar. He muttered out the side of his mouth “Don’t stare like that. She’ll feel it.”
Bill just grunted. They were well to the back of the room and unlikely to be seen in that mill. He saw the skinny man making his way to the bar. Philip nudged him a second time. “Are we going to talk to her?”
“No,” he said.  It came out too loudly and a woman in front of him turned around to stare. He lowered his voice. “No. I was just thinking I’d step outside and have a smoke. You go ahead and I’ll meet you upstairs.”

When Philip took his seat later he said “I didn’t mention you were here – just with a colleague. She may have guessed though.”
Bill leaned over the balcony rail watching the stage crew changing the layout to accommodate the soloist. “A pretty rare chance to hear this guy I guess.”
Philip didn’t move forward but, from behind him, said “No, that wasn’t it. She mentioned it weeks ago. How she and a friend had talked about coming to this when it was first advertised but he died a few months ago. I should have realized she would make it a special celebration. I should have thought, but I was offered the tickets and…”
Bill was hardly listening. He just nodded without turning around from watching people come in to the stalls below him.
The lower part of the hall was almost full again now and the final bell had gone. Attendants were standing by to close the doors as the last stragglers made their way in. In the space between his arm and the rail Bill saw a shimmer of red hair. Rhona was laughing and apologizing as her party made their way to their places. He leaned over to watch her.  She had narrow black trousers on and the shirt was actually a short jacket, tied in at the waist.
As she was turning to sit Rhona suddenly stopped and swiveled to look directly up, scanning the circle. Bill leapt back from the rail to see that Philip had been watching him.
The E minor Cello Concerto was not one Bill knew well. The prevailingly somber mood of the work didn’t do much to lighten his own. They sat on a bit afterwards. It seemed obscene to jostle with strangers after such an experience. Philip was the first to recover, standing resolutely and saying firmly “We want a beer. Let’s go.”
Little was said until they were seated across the road with one of the house ales and a solid snack in front of them. Bill remarked casually “So has Rhona quit on you then? I thought you two got along fine.”
“Yeah we do, but I know better than to try and change her mind.”
Bill remembered arguing with her. “She has strong opinions on some things.”
Philip nodded. “I was stupid enough to stray into a general discussion on some of the latest offerings I’ve had in the gallery. I asked her opinion on a couple.”
“And?” Bill made his selection from the platter with studied concentration as Philip gave his an edited summary. “She said she was paid to sell, so sell she would, but nothing would ever make her agree that triviality, obscenity, or perversion came within her definition of art.”
Bill was grinning. He could just hear her saying it. He reached and pushed the seafood platter further over. “Here have some calamari Phil, you’re upsetting yourself.”
Philip hardly ever talked about work. Now it seemed he had nothing on his mind beyond the gallery – specifically Rhona and the gallery. He was going on about how you couldn’t say that sort of thing in his trade. He could understand preferences of course…Bill let him go on, describing various incidents where Rhona had shown some or other surprising quality. Anyone else would be diagnosed with infatuation, but he knew Philip had never suffered from that affliction.
 He tried to lighten things up by commenting that at least they both had the house to themselves when they got home. Philip took the last slice of smoked fish off the platter and changed to a light bantering voice. “That’s right. If I want to be boring, or petty, or, God help us, even pompous in my own home, I can do so with a clear conscience.”
 Bill placed his empty glass down firmly “Amen to that.  Are we going home or on to higher things?”
Philip’s face transformed into an expression of eager anticipation. “I have the most delectable bottle of port you ever laid eyes on at home. Come on.” 


Friday, 31 August 2012

Going Bush

Today I spent yesterday morning driving North in brilliant sunshine and on excellent roads.  I have gone bush for the weekend. The cottage I am staying in is near other people, but not so near as to interfere with delicious solitude. I have come here to be still.  My thanks to everyone who made this break possible - you know who you are.

Drawing from Life Chapter 2 begins:

After dressing and clearing away breakfast the next morning, Rhona had plenty of time for an easy paced walk to the train. She was in Devonport just after 9.30, tousled after the boat ride but exhilarated.
Leaving the Ferry Building, she crossed over by the Esplanade and walked slowly up Victoria Road. She hadn’t been to Devonport since her boys were babies. She found the little arcade she used to love on the site of an old bakery and settled herself at a cafĂ© table near the disused brick ovens. She ordered coffee and croissants and sat idly going through the contents of her bag, trying to cover the discomfort of sitting there alone. Right at the bottom was a spiral bound A5 notebook, which she had bought on impulse about a month ago and carried around in her bag ever since. After gazing tentatively at the inner page for a moment or two, Rhona took up her pencil and wrote the date and time. Her order arrived. She doodled little stars across the page as she ate.
 Dividing her page in half lengthwise, she tried to empty her conscious mind to let an idea through. That reminded her of Jung, of the subconscious and his arch-types. That could be a series of paintings- someone’s.  She hadn’t picked up a brush since she was a girl. Nevertheless, images surfaced: A Fool, stepping forward unaware; enraptured Lovers –the choice of Paris; a wizened Hermit. Pass. It was time to move.
Finding herself out on the road to the Naval Dock Rhona turned to make her way slowly back along the Parade. She stopped outside the window of an art glass shop and looked. Her friend Charlie had a partner who worked with glass these days, but she hadn’t seen his work yet. She looked on the card labels, but couldn’t see any with his name on them. Some of the pieces were beautiful whorls of opalescence on restful forms. The colours were pretty, but it reminded her of the Museum and it was hard to concentrate.
Further along the road towards the Masonic, she followed the foreshore path beside the playground and the old rowing club shed. As she was on the point of turning back she caught sight of a sign for a gallery, just past the hotel. Last time she had been here it was a cake shop.
Once inside, a middle aged man immediately came out from the back of the premises to greet her.
“Good morning madam.” He had a heavy European accent and an energetic way of walking as he moved down the long room towards her. His worn cable-knit pullover and round balding head reminded her of a retired seaman.
“Good Morning. I have stumbled upon you by accident. May I look around?”
“An accidental customer – the very best. Please make yourself at home. I am Claus
Petersen proprietor”
Rhona shook his hand, laughing. “Rhona Manners explorer. Good to meet you Claus.”
He nodded and gestured around the gallery. “Excuse me if I leave you to your own devices for a little while. I have some new pieces and pictures arrived this morning that are begging for my attention. Just call me if I can help with anything.”
Claus had a varied stock. There was a series of small bronze sculptures – all very skeletal– along with a good amount of studio pottery and art glass. As she progressed to the back of the gallery the tone, and the prices, became increasingly serious. There were one or two good colonial period pictures. She noted a group of smaller works, gathered together, all by early twentieth century students of the Canterbury Art School. He also had some truly superb images by a German photographer. She was studying one of these black and white seascapes when Claus returned to stand beside her.
 “Ah you like photography yourself?”
“Well I learnt it at Uni – it was part of the art course you know? It’s the one thing I have done ever since, of all those skills we learned.”
“Well artist Rhona did you ever learn about your namesake at the Uni? I have one of her pictures just arrived. It’s for my Canterbury group.”
“My namesake? Oh you must mean Rhona Haszard? May I see it please?”
“Sure I shall set it up here on this easel for you – one moment.”
Claus disappeared again and returned a few moments later looking very animated.
“I am very pleased with this.” He placed the small watercolour on the easel with a little sotto voce “so” and stood back for her to see it.
“Well,” Rhona said after pausing a breath or two. “This means a great deal to me.”
She turned to him, reaching out to lay her hand on his forearm. “My maiden name is Hagar. Isn’t that strange, how similar the names are. Don’t you think it strange?”
He was watching her with an uncomfortable expression when she turned back to the easel. She looked again a moment before saying “This must have seemed very modern at the time.”
“I think,” Claus was choosing his words carefully, “some found her directness discomforting.” He coughed lightly.
“Oh. Yes I see.” Rhona blushed.
Claus went on. “It was one of a number of drawings of France, Brittany in particular. This was the only one of hers amongst them.”
Careful now to keep a bland expression on her face she said “Congratulations. It is a beauty.” She made her polite smile and moved back down the gallery saying “Thank you for sparing the time to show me.”
He walked with her to the door as if partly regretting the interview was ending. “Come again now you know where we are.”
“Oh certainly. Soon I hope.” With a final lift of her hand she slipped back out into the sharp breeze.